EMERGENCE

Sometimes I feel as though I’m sailing through life, and other times I feel like I am slowly drowning in the “stuff” that appears in my day to day world. As I’ve watched this back and forth dance, I realize that sadness often comes on the heels of my expectations and illusions. It’s really has been a learning process for me, and I am aware that it is all a part of my spiritual growth. I just have to remember and to be with the moment.

It matters not that it appears good or bad – happy or sad. It’s all emotion rolled into one heart and it is meant for me to see, to learn and to grow in ways that I sometimes don’t recognize.

Today though, clarity comes and I am willing to see my life for what it is. This is the journey, the back and forth of an awakening mystic. It is a call to live in the moment and to allow the correct interpretation of what is presented to come forth as well.

Never before have I lived in and as this body and never will I take this journey again as Barbara. Yet, there is a part of me that wants to take control. My ego wants to shine and it can be persistent in its quest. But in my heart I do know that this is a wonderful opportunity for me to continue the emergence into That which I am.

Yes, I am That. It’s lovely to think it, but how much better to feel it. The calling of my heart echoes the song of life, and I accept the calling as that of the One. I accept the offer and surrender right now to being the best that I can be.

This is a journey that everyone can choose. The path of emergence is not straight, direct or filled with signs posted everywhere. It requires a deepening level of commitment from our hearts. It also means leaving behind all personal expectations and allowing the Master Plan for our lives to unfold. My heart has called for my commitment to walk this journey. I believe that I can weather the numerous curves and even the dead ends, because I know that I’m not walking alone.

Written for you with Love,
Barbara


“Be like the ripple on the ocean of eternity, lifting gently in harmony with me. My Gifts of hope, love and peace and many blessings are waiting for you now. Accept them, my child. True freedom is the reward of living in the heart of Creation, for serving in the wealth of Creation and flowing on the wings of Creation. When your soul awakens to trust and faith in the Master Plan I will know. Only then will you say to me, “Your will is mine O Lord. I follow. I believe. I stand tall. I listen.”

From: “A Gift of Roses”